Maybe this should go under "vent" or has already been posted elsewhere. So, sorry in advance.
I'm 25, with someone I don't really like for about 5 years, and Ive never had a friend in my life besides one I knew in elementary who I haven't communicated with sine I was 13. I live a very lonely life. If it wasn't for my boyfriend a my small family I would go days without speaking to another living soul. I don't want to sound like I'm haveing a pitty party, but I can't help but feel that people just don't even consider my friendship because I'm black. I'm not perfectly obviosly but I shouldn't have to be in this predicament. There's a big hipster, bohemian artsy scene here but I can never prove my coolness. It's just getting worse now that I'm ageing. I feel even
more hopeless. I feel invisible. Anyone relate?