high five or no high five

A female friend of mine from back up north told me today that a guy i used to be friends with had been arrested and charged for raping a 14 year old girl in September

i used to go to high school with him, had classes with him, and hell i even lived with him for a month when i first dropped out of school. but he, like a lot of people, knew i liked feet and sorta mocked/condemned me for it. considering i was desperate for friendship, i just took it.

what struck me was that i could've saw this coming, but didn't think it would be this far. one time when i lived with him, he woke me up at 2am to go with and meet some girl, who were 15 at the time, who lived in Michigan and hang out. i went along and just sat in the car, and don't remember the rest of the night as i feel asleep.

but the point of the story is, of the handful of people i was "friends" with in school, 2 were picked up on rape, 1 is in on arson, and those 3 were always more well "received" then me, who's only crime of any sort was being open about feet

so, i don't really know how to take the news. if i should be happy that i proved him wrong, or sad that he's in jail and ruined a girls live. either way, for some reason, it makes me feel a bit worse about me liking feet

idk what to make of what i wrote, i've just been in a strange mood all day and was wondering if there's anyway to make of this situation or myself in general.

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Permalink Reply by C-Martin88 on November 12, 2009 at 11:43pm

we weren't.....until me and Mlle got into a "You Mad?" contest

LesYpersound said:

troll....... stop feeding it. :]

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Permalink Reply by Madamoiselle De Sade on November 12, 2009 at 11:55pm

lol. She mad.

I'm sorry. :(

C-Martin88 said:

we weren't.....until me and Mlle got into a "You Mad?" contest
LesYpersound said:
troll....... stop feeding it. :]

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Permalink Reply by C-Martin88 on November 13, 2009 at 12:02am

now i'm sorry :((
Mlle d. Sade said:

lol. She mad.

I'm sorry. :(

C-Martin88 said:
we weren't.....until me and Mlle got into a "You Mad?" contest
LesYpersound said:
troll....... stop feeding it. :]

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Permalink Reply by Madamoiselle De Sade on November 13, 2009 at 12:05am

lol omg. "You mad" goes international.

Ella esta enojada asi Ustedes enojado

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Permalink Reply by Madamoiselle De Sade on November 13, 2009 at 9:57pm

.....you mad?

DJ Random Brotha said:

Isn't Muddy Dicks a slang term fro gay dudes?

No seriously, I'm being for real this time, cuz I swear I've heard that before.

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Permalink Reply by C-Martin88 on November 13, 2009 at 10:01pm

he's seriously.....even tho the "Muddy Dicks" thing made me lol a little

Mlle d. Sade said:

.....you mad?

DJ Random Brotha said:
Isn't Muddy Dicks a slang term fro gay dudes?

No seriously, I'm being for real this time, cuz I swear I've heard that before.

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Permalink Reply by Madamoiselle De Sade on November 13, 2009 at 10:05pm

I think he may have just figured out why Muddy Dix is mad.

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Permalink Reply by C-Martin88 on November 13, 2009 at 11:15pm

DJ Random Brotha said:

Fuck him and his anger.

AND WHAT IS THIS "YOU MAD"? SHIT YA'LL SPEAK ?? YA'LL SOME TRAINED NEGROS!!!!

(J/k)

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Permalink Reply by Madamoiselle De Sade on November 14, 2009 at 12:08am

lol he mad.

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Permalink Reply by C-Martin88 on November 15, 2009 at 10:12pm

in all seriousness, it's just a weird feeling that's fading a little, still a lot to think about.

my friend was all shocked and telling me "i didn't think he was capable of this. i used to tell him i didn't approve of his "lifestyle" and him hanging out with all of these girls, i really doubted him when he said they were of age"

i just shook my head and said "if only you had lived with him and found out that he might be"