I am a 30 year old serial college drop out. I have a little boy who was born on April 30, 2008. I have spent the greater part of my life seeking the mystical knowledge of creation and simultaneously trying to rock out. I have a background in performance art and I can sing just about anything. I have never felt truly understood or appreciate for my art and have found peace and happiness in finding ways to indulge my senses privately with sound. Doors have been slammed in my face and up until the last couple of years I have masked my disappointment with humanity by ceremoniously shoving mind altering substances in my face, veins and nostrils. Through it all I am still able to smile peacefully at the sun knowing that I am not a waste of space.
I have the capacity to understand and contribute a wealth of knowledge just as well as any self realized intellectual, but as a fat black chick handicapped by lack of opportunity, I end up twiddling my thumbs around my desire for total reclusion just to avoid getting hooked on the American pipe dream. I am struggling for the good in society but I usually just end up directing my thoughts to douche nozzles who blow cigarette smoke in my face seconds after telling me that my music is offensive.
Like a crowned and conquering child I have reclaimed my peace in metaphysical ways. My son, Arion Trismegistus, is my greatest act of creation. I find endless joy in knowing that he, unlike myself, will not have to search for an escape from the mundane influences of conventionalism. Life is and endless flow of beauty and truth. It is my sole duty to make sure that he has all of the resources he needs to experience and join in the celebration of uninhibited existence.
"...and she's buying a stairway to heaven." - Zeppelin
Full time mom and fucker of the system.
Student, again
Favorite bands:
Bjork, Rasputina, Led Zeppelin, Muse, Radiohead, Marylin Manson, PJ Harvey, Fiona Apple, Soundgarden, Nirvana, Hole-(pre surgery), Smashing Pumpkins, The Distillers, NiN, Tori Amos, Portishead... So many more of today but I got my start with music like; George and Ira Gershwin. Carl Orff, Bizet, Wagner, Beliotz, Beetoven, Bach and many more.
... any raw aggressive delicately intricate musical projection of my own thoughts...