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welcome to urantia.

"where the devil makes the law."

this internode in cyberspace is just one crux for interactive communication,

but the whole net is burning at literal lightspeed with ideas. at least you know it...that one word, that other name for Earth that the Melchizedeks use...you're beyond on a certain level.  yeah, nice page.

   I downloaded a free copy of the Urantia Book. Started reading with the chapters on Lucifer's revolt. Interesting reading. How did you get into this school of thought? It's interesting but too many moving parts for me. Truth is not that complicated or confusing.

   Even so, it's an interesting book and I will be reading more of it just to see what's there.

   I am currently reading some books on Chaos Magic. Are you familar with this? 

Yes, we are all one! Brother, its nice to meet you!

-ak

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-ak

Digg your music BRO

   You are very deep. I almost understood everything you said that time and it was scray.

Very interesting too, I'ts like you're saying exsitence is more queer than can even be imagined. I think that's probably true.

   That's an interesting idea that we drink the milk of other animals. I've never thouht about this before. Maybe we should be getting it from our women_ I like the idea of that, striaght from the tap!

   So then it's up to me as to what's real or not? That's an interesting idea.

    I am slowly but surely learning that Queen Lucifer is real. This is perhaps the whole point of my mysticism_ to get to a place where there is no more room for doubt. I think I'm very close to this point. Real is something you can count on no matter the circumstance.

   Iv'e often thought that the question isn't are the Gods real but how real do we think we are?  I don't think we're real at all. We are a dream creation, a trick of the Divine Mind which is our true self as opposed to the self we each think we are.

   But talk is cheap. Realization is everything and realization is what I am trying to do along a path tailor made for me.

   You may be further along the path than me. If so, leave bread crumbs, and a little wine too,one get's thirsty on this road. Actually I don't drink. Make it a joint, (I'll drink water).

    You have a publishing and record company? Have you published any of your own metaphysical thoughts? I bet they'd make interesting reading.

   I hope to write a book on Satanism myself some day. I've actually been working on it for many years now. It's a difficult book to write because it's about a subject that is beyond words as well as my conscious understanding. I think though that as I continue to live, learn and breathe, the book willl write it's self and it will say all the things I hope it will say. I also suspect that finishing the book and getting it right will lead to higher levels of consciousness.

    Tall orders perhaps but not for a book guided by the hand of Divine Being.

     Or maybe i'm just nuts. There's always that possiblity too, but sober judgement doubts it.

     I've had too many synchronistic experiences in my 30- something years as a mystic to doubt that I am on to something_ a reality beyond myself that is responsive to my concerns.

    One such experience happened the day after I had been kicked out of a men's mission for the homeless because I raised hell about them forcing a person to attend church.( I told them Jesus didn't force anyone to listen to him so who do they think they are?)

    The next day, around about noon in a public park crowded with people I had an altered state of consciousness. I felt the prescense of Satanic Being ( which, understand is the same as Divine Being to me) to the point that it's reality was more real than the park and all the people walking around in it. I am usually reserved in public, i'm not one to call attention to myself, but In that state of consciousness I lost my fucking mind and didn't care if people saw or not. It's a long story but a true one.[ I'm exceeding the word count.]

 The point: the whole time, I kept saying one thing to self periodically:" this shit is real!"

   I'm betting my life on it. 

  Whats up Dondray? I've been busy downloading free books. Yogananda's autobiography among them and I have read the book before a long time ago. I'ts a great book and he is a great man. Thanks for reminding me of him.

   I also downloaded a book by Krishnamurti and a couple by Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh. I'v'e read quite a few of Rajneesh's books many years ago, he is a favorite of mine.

  Now I know that you're serious, you've studied this subject and made it your own. You need to write a book, maybe even several of them.