Staight into the heart of a teddy bear.

Its been over a day since my grandmother went to be with Jesus, and slowly but surely, I am definately beginning to miss her... But I honestly cant see myself missing her for long. Why? Because, of my family... My grandmother had 5 kids: Patsy, Shirley, Frank, Delores, and Michael... 7 grandkids: Patrick, Rubye, Jarrett (me), Kevin, Michael, Jennifer, and Mia.. and 5 great grandkids: Whitney, Kurtis, Patrice, Kristin, and McKinsie, and through all of us, Rubye Harris has played a VITAL role in… Continue

It didnt really hit me until tonight, the impact that Michael Jackson had on me, and my generation... Today, I got the saddest news I've heard all week. Michael Jackson, at the age of 50, died... Im not one to really show my emotions when it comes to celebrity deaths, but what separates this from the others is the fact, that he had such a profound impact on my life. It goes all the way back to my very first Christmas in 1983 (which I still have to this day)... of course I dont remember it, but,… Continue

Oh Spring... The time of the year, where life begins, The trees, blossom, the grass grows, the birds sing, and the layers of clothes become lighter... and the sky is a constant blue, and all the clouds hangs in the heavens as fluffy pillows, and smiles are all around... Me, I think that Spring is the worst thing to ever happen to the world... I say that I hate Spring with pure hatred, and bias. I find that Fall or Autumn, is the best thing that we have going... Its as if the world is soon to… Continue

So, I work in a micro-brewery/pool hall/resturant... and I have noticed a trend, that has me questioning, how far we have come as a people in the past 50+ years... Tonight at work, I worked the pool room, and in the pool room, there are 10 tables, that stretches a good 30 yards, maybe a bit more, from the front to the back. ITs HUGE!!!! 10 tables, 20 chairs, and a shit ton of people who likes to play pool, and get drunk. I do not mind serving people, and I dont mind serving assholes, thats a… Continue

So what do you do, when you feel as if the world just hates your existance? Whats one to do when you feel as if theres nothing to be happy about? I just ask, cause, like most of you, I go through spells of loneliness, and right now, im in one, and I dont know for how long. Im going to start with the beginning by ending, and ending by beginning. So, I know that the one way to get over this spell of feeling "outside in the cold (no pun intended)," is just to realize that its all not true. I cant… Continue