I appreciate the words...are you on facebook? I'm almost never on here any more, but I check that almost every day...there's 2 decent black rock groups & a black punks group on there too I can invite you to (actual active groups at that)
Glad you liked the video. You have some cool pictures as well and I like your avatar picture. You seem pretty cool. Sort of a laid-back nonconformity. I can relate.
I was in your state once in my youth when I was pretty much forced to join the Airforce by a conventional-minded mother. Didn't take. Many moons have now past and she still doesn't get me. I've given up trying. I've had enough.