"Have you ever been scared not to be scared?
it must be the abnormality of oneself, doubled by the acknowledge of this difference that is horrific.
Why is it when I sleep, I'm always drowning in nightmare.
Why am I so…"
"The dark! Especially if I had a nightmare and wake up. My mind rushes a bunch if shit from disfigured faces and noseless people to the devil. Only if it's dark though. Noises freak me out in places I'm not familiar like a new home or…"