Addictive Love

A personal note: N0# 33 To self, For Self. To figure out the answer by myself.

Was I wrong to overlook her addiction to cigarettes considering that's the reason Gladys was taken away from me? When a harmless drink or two with her best friend every friday became a ritual growing into everyother day to help...Cope. Bad nerves, easily influenced and a addictive personality were the receipe of destruction to me that I've learned to avoid from my own personal experiences. What more could I have done besides taking it slow and offering to go walking when she began gained weight? How long can you look the other way when she recieves a text msg at 3am? All the signs are there, the trail of tears eventually lead into a long dark lonely ally of the answer. After many years of denial I'm finally able to publicly admit that my own father is a drug addict.

HELP me to figure this out!