I'm not sure why

But I avoid the Sarah Silverman Program(me?), It's like I'm afraid to watch something I'll really enjoy. I watched a handful of episodes on comedy central. And I loved it. And actually seeing something closer to myself, something I've always dreamed of watching was too much happiness. I'm afraid of the joy Sarah will bring into my life. But no more, I will be camping out for Important Things and The Sarah Silverman Program(me?)

Same thing with Tracey Ulman's State of the Union. It's too much hope for the future of women in comedy.