my brain's like paisley wallpaper

once i thought if i drank enough sparks i could get drunk
and enjoy From Autumn to Ashes at an all ages show in ventura.
i didn't get drunk... and i didn't sleep for two days.

i do stupid stuff because i don't care what happens
i stopped caring what happens because life's too short.

buying shit sucks. it means you're an adult and that shit sucks.

i stopped wishing because unfortunately wishes come true.
trust me... they do... i've learned the hard way

i'm starting to notice that people use my heart against me...
so in a twisted way of showing it doesn't bother me,
indifference becomes my defense.

one day, in addition to my dogs,
i'll have 2 boys, sid and johnny...
2 girls, hero and marley...
and a snake, mr. goo goo muck

i lash out in prose because it balances me...
but then i regret it because i think it makes me the dark character...
which actually when i think about it... isn't such a bad thing.

i like fun... and being a dork... and staying up forever...

some days i wanna be tied down...
and other days i wanna fly.

they say there's nothing open after 2am but some legs...
i ride shotgun with the sunrise, but i'm still not getting laid.

for Halloween i wanna be a crazy person...
that way i don't have to do any acting.

my birthday's coming up... if u've never seen a drunk gypsy, then be there.
cathouse march 10th... sin city saloon march 11th

someone in portland once told me i sleep too much.
someone in utah once told me i could spank him w a rutabaga =)

a true rockstar is not someone who plays music...
a real rockstar is someone i'd still wanna do even if i didn't like him that much

i don't believe in multi-tasking... it can't possibly be healthy
i hate laundry so i stopped wearing underwear
my brain's like paisley wallpaper... a big ugly mess =)

anyway... i'm bored now... i'm gonna go dream of venice




**** I WROTE THIS MARCH OF LAST YEAR... SO CONSIDER THIS A REPOST OF SORTS ****