sound alot like myself im doing some exploring finding new things to get it to new hobbies just keeping myself busy im not the type to just stay home always on the go ..........and that free ride of urs is a blessing enjoy it while it last lol
Well I hope my "love" of people and feeling like I'm actively doing something to help or change someones life will keep me doing what I hope to do. I can still remember hating humanity with a passion when i was younger (I was really angry) nowadays I notice comming from that place I'd like to be one of the "others" I'm no angel but I always try to see the good ina person and have a sorry belief that everyone is inherently good.
Maybe i need to get out more.
I've noticed that too, I always thought I'd end up doing something where I have to use my creativity I can remember when people would put random idea's into my head like "you should be a hairstylist your hair is always good" "you should go into fashion you always look good" etc. knowing how to work with what I got don't mean i know what the hell I'm doing..
I've always had that worry about losing the love of a job or just realising your just not that good at it or even getting something like writers block how do you overcome that?
Lets hope I not as scatter brained as i think and can actually come out of uni and be able to give back something.
That didn't make sense. I meant over compensating for being sucH a fuck up by going into medicine.
Then me being somewhat realistic and thinking about my strengths and where I would useful rather than just thinking about shoving "I'M A DOCTOR" into people faces if they knew me when I was a fuck up...
how about we make an agreement now if you get big in the industry doing what you do i need all the crazy shoe hook ups before their the next big thing with too many zeros on the price tags... and i'll teach you to walk after you been hit by a car/bus or deliver your baby. heh :-}
i'm hopefully going back to college so i get into uni and study something in medicine (rethinking oringinal overcompensation ideal job in the medical field) when i was supposed to be learning i was too busy being alone and broken on the inside. swiftly moving on i hope it goes well or i'm going to end up managing a business in the hospitailty industry at some point soon, meh i'm good at what i do but i want to have a career doing something i find worthwhile and feel like i'm giving back in whatever stupid way.
kinda excited. i've really lost my mind though. i lot of classmates probably think ive lost my mind--which i sort of have--so it about time for me to go back home. its actually been too long for me too technically... everyone can tell. youve ever traveled abroad before?